私は 音無結弦(ゆずる おとなし)。よろしくお願いします。

死んだ世界戦線! Rebels Against the God


Hello, I'm Otonashi Yuzuru. Nice to meet you.

This is an RP blog for Yuzuru Otonashi from Angel Beats!. If you'd like to RP with me, just ask!
I track the tag rebelagainstthegod

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Fate

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Otonashi slowly got up from the couch, making his way over to where Yuri was crouched on the floor. Without uttering a word, he kneeled down and wrapped his arms around Yuri’s waist. At the same time, he buried his face her hair.

“Please don’t go…” he whispered, his voice also cracking.

He was hiding back tears now, but he didn’t want Yuri to see them.

Feeling the sudden warmth of Otonashi’s arms wrapped around the girl, the previously still woman began to stir within his embrace. She flustered about in his arms, but she wasn’t truly trying to break his grip as much as get comfortable and wake herself up. The girl rolled over, and soon, her saturated, brown eyes met Otonashi’s face.

“Are you Otonashi?”

Shocked at the question, all Otonashi could do was stare at Yuri in stunned silence. He wasn’t sure how to answer such a question.

Fate

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Otonashi stayed silent. Unsure how to proceed. He wanted to comfort her, but at the same time he wanted to let his anger flow.

Her body was still for what seemed like hours, when it was only a few minutes. It had only taken that long for her fingers to start twitching upon her awakening. Yuri struggled to push herself off the ground, but she could only lift herself a few inches from the floor. Her eyes, as if in some loop, were trapped between staying open and slowly closing shut again. She could only mutter out one faint breath before she brought her head back to the floor.

“Where…?”

Otonashi slowly got up from the couch, making his way over to where Yuri was crouched on the floor. Without uttering a word, he kneeled down and wrapped his arms around Yuri’s waist. At the same time, he buried his face her hair.

"Please don’t go…" he whispered, his voice also cracking.

He was hiding back tears now, but he didn’t want Yuri to see them.

Fate

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Otonashi continued to look down at the floor in anger, his clenched fists resting on his thighs. He couldn’t believe that Yuri was just going to abandon him here„ even after all they’ve been through.

Suddenly, he just couldn’t take it anymore.

“Do you even care about anyone other than yourself anymore?!! Is this just another one of your missions, where you can abandon us and we’ll come back to life later?!!” Otonashi yelled in fury.
“This isn’t the afterlife anymore! This is reality!”

“…!!”

At that moment, the moment when Otonashi lost himself in his anger, something inside Yuri had broken. Something had turned pitch black. She was robbed of her movements, and all everything around her vanished as her vision was also taken. Her hand that was previously reaching for the door knob fell to her sides, before her body had completely given way to gravity and fell to the ground with a thud, right there at the door.

Yuri was now just a still shell of a body on the floor.

Otonashi stayed silent. Unsure how to proceed. He wanted to comfort her, but at the same time he wanted to let his anger flow.

-Closed roleplay for Rebelagainstthegod-

shiori-sekine:

As Sekine gently put her bass down after practice, she saw a familiar face walk by the room. She decided to go and greet Otonashi with a smile. As she went out of the door she looked around the corner first, before walking out into the hallway. With a bright smile on her face she then walked towards him.

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“Hey, Otonashi over here!” She called out waving as she quickened her walking speed, “How have you been lately? I haven’t seen you around much…”.

Otonashi was walking toward his usual vending machine when he was suddenly greeted by a cheery looking girl with blonde hair.
"Oh hi there!" Otonashi said, with his usual smile.

Otonashi had never talked much with Sekine, due to the fact that they were in different divisions of the SSS. He didn’t know much about her, but he guessed it was time to meet someone new.

"Ah, well, I’ve been busy running errands for Yuri again. I guess I’m fine, though"

Otonashi was never good at being social however, since he had spent most of his life only talking with his sister, Hatsune.

Fate

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Otonashi turned visibly distraught at Yuri’s most recent statement, clenching his fist to control himself.

“Weren’t you the one looking for me? Where else would you go?” Otonashi blurted, almost on the verge of yelling.

But then, Otonashi muttered something that was barely loud enough to be heard.

“Most of all, who else could be by my side…”

“Otonashi….” the distraught girl sighed as she took Otonashi’s words in. Yuri could only sit there, wide eyed, as she gazed at the other male. She was half in bliss, but still half baffled at what to think of the whole situation. After all that she said, Otonashi still wanted to be with her? Oh how her heart pounded at the mere thought of simply saying that she was his. She loved him, she adored him, and she wanted nothing more than to rest in his arms and never leave.

But Otonashi had a point: she came here first.

Standing on her feet and placing her full tea cup on a nearby table, Yuri started to make way for the door.

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“You’re right Otonashi….I wasn’t thinking straight coming here.”

Otonashi continued to look down at the floor in anger, his clenched fists resting on his thighs. He couldn’t believe that Yuri was just going to abandon him here„ even after all they’ve been through.

Suddenly, he just couldn’t take it anymore.

"Do you even care about anyone other than yourself anymore?!! Is this just another one of your missions, where you can abandon us and we’ll come back to life later?!!" Otonashi yelled in fury.
"This isn’t the afterlife anymore! This is reality!"

Fate

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Otonashi gently handed the cup to Yuri, before sitting down on the couch again a few feet from her. He took a small sip of his own tea, before setting it down on the table.

“So… what happens now?” Otonashi asked, although he was unable to make eye contact, instead choosing to just stare at his cup of tea.

Yuri brought her knees closer as she also avoided eye contact with Otonashi. She held the tea closely to her mouth, but she wasn’t quiet ready to drink it yet. The steam coming from the warm drink was comforting, and it helped her relax a little. Still, she couldn’t smile quite yet.

“I um…” Yuri began to mutter to answer Otonashi. “I….don’t…really know…”

She felt ashamed for admitting such, with her pride usually preventing her from acting so weak, but she simply hadn’t expected any of this.

“Maybe….I shouldn’t have come here.”

Otonashi turned visibly distraught at Yuri’s most recent statement, clenching his fist to control himself.

"Weren’t you the one looking for me? Where else would you go?" Otonashi blurted, almost on the verge of yelling.

But then, Otonashi muttered something that was barely loud enough to be heard.

"Most of all, who else could be by my side…"

Fate

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Otonashi sighed before getting off and sitting on the other side of the couch.

“Did you lie to everyone then? On the battlefield?”
“Were we not worthy of your trust even enough to know your real name?”

There was a shakiness in his voice. He didn’t know who to trust anymore, or if he could even learn to trust again.

“No, no Otonashi that’s not it!”

Yuri tried to speak up despite her voice becoming choked up once more. She clenched her fist tightly, hoping it would slightly relieve her stress. She sat up on the couch, and brought her legs closer together; she was almost afraid Otonashi would lash out since he looked like he was in such pain. However, she couldn’t help but wonder…who was she trying to convince here? Otonashi, or herself? Who was herself anyways? Was she Yuri, or was she Hanayo?

“Otonashi…I never lied! In my life with you, in the afterlife, and my life when I lost my siblings, I was Yuri Nakamura! I was Yuri Nakamura!! But now…this life I’m living….”

Yuri bit down on her lip before she could speak once more.

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“….in this life, I am….Yuri Nakamura….living inside Hanayo….”

Otonashi pondered this situation, unsure of how to react. He walked into his kitched, and began to make some tea.

"What kind of tea would you like, Yur- Hanayo…"

Fate

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Confused by what Yuri just said, he couldn’t help but show an expression of genuine confusion.

“Someone… else? There’s no one else but us right now…”

Otonashi kissed her forehead one more time. “Don’t worry, baby. Right now it’s just us two. Alone. You don’t need to hold back”.

Yuri felt a little relieved to see that Otonashi was genuinely puzzled when she asked if he wasn’t dating, but she still couldn’t shake that feeling in the pit of her stomach. What was she doing? Was this really her life to be giving to Otonashi? She might have regained her memories of her previous life, but now…was she truly herself? Was she someone new entirely and had only been awakened? Did Otonashi feel the same or did he….was he born just as himself as a second time?

Then Yuri remembered something.
In this life, she was called Hanayo.

“Otonashi, Otonashi STOP!!”

Otonashi sighed before getting off and sitting on the other side of the couch.

"Did you lie to everyone then? On the battlefield?"
"Were we not worthy of your trust even enough to know your real name?"

There was a shakiness in his voice. He didn’t know who to trust anymore, or if he could even learn to trust again.

Fate

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As soon as Yuri finished her sentence, he flipped the both of them over so he was on top, hovering over her. His arms were on the sides of Yuri’s head, while his Yuri’s legs were in between his.


Otonashi had a seductive glint in his eye, similar to a tiger hunter its prey.
“I guess I can… for now…”
What would you like to know…” Otonashi whispered into Yuri’s ear.

Otonashi sure knows how to be counter-productive… Yuri thought to herself as it took her a moment to register the actions that just happened. He wanted her to talk, to ask about his life, as he was teasing her and clearly acting with the intent of sweet seduction. How was she supposed to talk like this?!

She really wanted to enjoy this, she really wanted to be swept away in the bliss that was her feelings for Otonashi. She really wanted to just let her body relax on the couch. She really wanted to touch him, caress his neck, just act purely on her romantic desires that seemed to be rising with more strength in each moment. However, she winced, because one question would not be suppressed in her mind. She looked away from Otonashi, and her eye brows slanted in concern.

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“I want to know…if this is okay….if you haven’t found someone else…in this life…”

Confused by what Yuri just said, he couldn’t help but show an expression of genuine confusion.
"Someone… else? There’s no one else but us right now…"

Otonashi kissed her forehead one more time. “Don’t worry, baby. Right now it’s just us two. Alone. You don’t need to hold back”.

Fate

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“It was a rough start” Otonashi chuckled. He still couldn’t take his eyes off Yuri’s. He leaned forward, pressing their foreheads together, still gazing into her eyes. Otonashi then began running his hands through her hair, trying to calm her down as best he could.
“Don’t worry, Yuri. I’m right here. Right where you need me” he said with a smile.

Otonashi then stopped stroking Yuri’s hair, instead using his hand to press it toward his. He then proceed to repeatedly give small kisses, teasing her ever so slightly.

Every time Otonashi brushed his fingers through her locks, Yuri would jolt slightly. She didn’t mean to be so jumpy, she simply was still surprised at how gentle and tender Otonashi could be. Her mind ran back to the times they had spent together in the battle front, and how Otonashi, despite being quite handy with his gun, and how he quickly got grabby when Naoi was trying to force Yuri into reincarnation, how kind he was to others, and how understanding he was towards everyone’s feelings. It was a side of him that Yuri wanted to learn more about.

Once he began teasing her with quick pecks on her face, Yuri began to blush wildly. Embarrassed, she tried to gently push him away by pushing against his chest, but since she was enjoying this, her whole heart wasn’t into her pushing and it did nothing to slow Otonashi down. Eventually, she removed her hands from his front, and put on a pout.

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“Otonashi!! I was trying to ask you about your current life. Could you PLEASE stop kissing me for a moment and answer me?”

As soon as Yuri finished her sentence, he flipped the both of them over so he was on top, hovering over her. His arms were on the sides of Yuri’s head, while his Yuri’s legs were in between his.


Otonashi had a seductive glint in his eye, similar to a tiger hunter its prey.
"I guess I can… for now…"
What would you like to know…” Otonashi whispered into Yuri’s ear.

Fate

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Seeing Yuri clearly shaken, Otonashi couldn’t help but realize he had never seen Yuri lose her composure. He knew he had to find a way to comfort her.


“Yuri…” Otonashi whispered as he gently placed his hands on Yuri’s cheeks.


He could feel her damp face from the crying, knowing that these tears were unlike any other. Her surprised expression also gave away the fact that she didn’t know was what coming.

Otonashi leaned toward Yuri, closed his eyes, and gave her a single, gentle kiss.

She was stunned still as Otonashi leaned in to kiss Yuri. Her eyes couldn’t look away from the tender man that squeezed her lips ever so softly. Yuri found herself shutting her eyes, and leaning into the kiss as she began to relax her tears. She even found herself giving a quick peck back on his bottom lip as the two pulled away from each other. Yuri did not once shift her gaze away from Otonashi’s eyes.

“Oto…nashi….”

Yuri’s voice was soft, since she didn’t want her sobbing to make her voice squeak any extra that it already had. Her emotions and tears were beginning to settle, but she still felt some sort of…anxiousness…anxiousness that she couldn’t quite explain.

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“I…I remember the times we spent together…on the battlefront.. and how we got reincarnated…..how is…this life treating you?”

"It was a rough start" Otonashi chuckled. He still couldn’t take his eyes off Yuri’s. He leaned forward, pressing their foreheads together, still gazing into her eyes. Otonashi then began running his hands through her hair, trying to calm her down as best he could.
"Don’t worry, Yuri. I’m right here. Right where you need me" he said with a smile.

Otonashi then stopped stroking Yuri’s hair, instead using his hand to press it toward his. He then proceed to repeatedly give small kisses, teasing her ever so slightly.

Fate

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His memory was slowly coming back to him…
Their first encounter…
Their adventures together…
Her leaving…
“Yuri!”
Otonashi reached up and wrapped him arms around her neck, tears streaming down his face. He pulled her down onto the couch, letting her rest on his chest.
He wanted to hold on and never let go, allowing her familiar warmth flow through him.
“Yuri…”
There wasn’t anyone Otonashi would rather be with at that moment.

Yuri was so surprised at Otonashi’s bold movements that she found herself subconsciously holding her breath as she tried to get comfortable on his chest. Her face was being lit up in the brightest of reds, and her eyes were wide open. She began to process what was going on, despite her sheer surprise. Okay…so this IS Otonashi…and he just…well… does this mean he…

…remembers me?

As her thoughts ran in her mind, her eyes began collecting tears, tears that she, without shame, let run down her face.

“Otonashi! OTONASHI!! It’s you! It’s really….really you!”

Yuri wailed on as she began to choke on her sobs. She buried her face into his shirt so her cries would be somewhat muffled. Her body was still visibly shaking, but she didn’t care. After a minute of straight sobbing, she lifted her face slowly, and gazed into Otonashi’s fiery eyes.

“I…I remember you…I remember the battlefront…I remember everything!”

Seeing Yuri clearly shaken, Otonashi couldn’t help but realize he had never seen Yuri lose her composure. He knew he had to find a way to comfort her.


"Yuri…" Otonashi whispered as he gently placed his hands on Yuri’s cheeks.


He could feel her damp face from the crying, knowing that these tears were unlike any other. Her surprised expression also gave away the fact that she didn’t know was what coming.

Otonashi leaned toward Yuri, closed his eyes, and gave her a single, gentle kiss.

Fate

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Otonashi suddenly awoke with a sharp pain in his stomach, completely unaware of where he was. He clutched his abdomen in pain, curled up into a ball. His mind was spinning as he had just awoken.
“Wh-what?…” Otonashi grunted as he began to cough up blood.

Her mouth quickly turned from an angry expression to one of neutrality. Yuri’s eyes widened now that she had seen that Otonashi had woken up. Subconsciously, she began gazing at his facial features, almost as if she was taken in by a child’s wonder. His bright bangs were messy and appeared to be blocking his field of vision, but Yuri could still see past them and stare into his fiery eyes. Those were the eyes that caught her attention before, and caused her to start chasing the man in the first place.

She was lost, her mind, her state of being was lost looking into Otonashi’s eyes. Yuri reached forward slowly, brushing his bangs out of his eyes. Once his hair no longer disrupted his facial features, she placed her hand on his cheek. His face was pretty warm.

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“O…..Otonashi? Is that…you?”

His memory was slowly coming back to him…
Their first encounter…
Their adventures together…
Her leaving…
"Yuri!"
Otonashi reached up and wrapped him arms around her neck, tears streaming down his face. He pulled her down onto the couch, letting her rest on his chest.
He wanted to hold on and never let go, allowing her familiar warmth flow through him.
"Yuri…"
There wasn’t anyone Otonashi would rather be with at that moment.

Fate

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Otonashi was still unable to move, still asleep and tired from his previous effort. As the girl moved away from him, his body slowly slid down and ended up in a sideways position on the couch. 

Yuri could only watch as the man rustled in his sleep. Her face was still flushed with crimson, and the longer she stared at Otonashi, the more nervous and anxious she felt. She was almost furious at the man, not sure to take his blatant sleeping as some sort of insult.

After a minute of starring, with the man’s only movement being his chest rising and sinking from breathing, Yuri suddenly delivered a swift kick to the man’s stomach, which pressed the man against the side of the furniture. Clutching tightly to her clothing, Yuri stood up and glared at Otonashi, hoping her act of violence would get his attention.

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“Wake up dammit!!”

Otonashi suddenly awoke with a sharp pain in his stomach, completely unaware of where he was. He clutched his abdomen in pain, curled up into a ball. His mind was spinning as he had just awoken.
"Wh-what?…" Otonashi grunted as he began to cough up blood.

Fate

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An hour passed before Otonashi managed to slightly regain consciousness. He was aware of a weight against his chest, but he could barely move.
Where am I?…
He slightly lifted his head, and saw a woman lying on his chest. She hair was soaked from the rain and her clothes were wet, but she had an aura of beauty around her. Otonashi was too afraid to move, worried that the woman might be injured. However, he new he would have no choice soon enough. Gathering all his strength, he stood up before lifting the girl onto his back. Still in a daze, he eventually made his way back to his house. Even though the woman was still wet, he set her down onto the couch before falling asleep next to her.

How long has she been passed out? Yuri found herself asking this as her eyes began to slowly flutter open and take in the bright, welcoming surroundings. For a minute or two, she did not even bother to move, she just allowed herself to relax on the cushiony surface below her. Her eyes were fixed upon the ceiling fan, which was without rest flying around in circles and fanning away. She could hear the rain from the outside pounding down on the windows. Yuri allowed herself to be taken in by this pure moment.

Then she became aware of the slumbering man on her right side.
Confused, she violently jolted up and flailed off of the couch. A shriek of embarrassment escaped her lips as she violently blushed at the red head man.

“I…I…who? What?”

Otonashi was still unable to move, still asleep and tired from his previous effort. As the girl moved away from him, his body slowly slid down and ended up in a sideways position on the couch.